In the Bedroom after the War
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October 3, 2009
Get it or not, i can't type it Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 1:38 AM It is fairly simple. I am a young adult. You can call me a youth, it's fine. Youth have got a lot of passion. But sometimes it becomes irritating. We grow too passionate that we become small. We talk about what we do so passionately that what we do becomes a trap we fall into. We become limited. I'm just feeling that i need to grow. I don't want to google what great man did when they were 21yrs old, it will be very depressive. Today i want to live a little bit differently. Kinda like be secure in who i am, my abilities, my position in Christ but then know that God is so BIG, no matter how busy i think i am, i am 1 person in 6 billion and though i am significant i am equally insignificant. Do i know how big God is? No... the truth is that i think i will say God is so big my mind cannot comprehend Him. But that sentence alone is too small for God. Just for example, if you don't understand french, no matter how smart you are, it is just foreign to you. I am guessing God's ways are so foreign that our minds would never have had the capacity to think just how big He is. It's like you listening to french. Never in your life you thought a sentence would be spoken that way. It's the same thing with God. I am very small. I thought i think big thoughts until i see what other people at other nations do at 21. I thought i did big things. I need to get bigger. Time to get bigger. When you are small, you get proud, then you get smaller, then you get more haughty and you are doom. The thing about getting bigger is not to be just passionate but also about having love. If you have big enough a heart, you will conceive big enough a dream & live it out subsequently. It's not how big your passion is. I don't know if you get it. Don't just be passionate. Be compassionate. Have love. Love opens up your mind. Makes it bigger. I read a tweet this morning and it blew my mind. Put me back into perspective.
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