In the Bedroom after the War
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September 30, 2007
I'm wide awake.. It's morning Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 4:06 AM I think blogger has to, will, is looking into deleting my previous blog. It happened that they saw mine as a scam blog for posting a link to facebook! Woah.. I figured i just had to move on and recreate but for the last few days i hadn't the space to do so. Phew.. done now. Today's pretty fun for me. I slept at 830am, woke up at 12? and went to church. Finally 1 project down with 2 to go. Argh! There's endless crap to do in school :) Well, sometimes just have to grit my teeth and go through it. Service was awesome today. Pastor How absolutely ransacked the devil's crib! Of course other than just the spiritual hunger context, Pastor How plays Elijah. I want to be Elisha :) Wahahaha My biological clock is wrecked. I kinda need help. hahhs Alright i'm out i got to sleep and replenish. How lame, i had to copy and paste my old 2 entries to give me a feeling of justice. Actually no, i need that feeling of organization. Goodnight & Goodbye September 26, 2007 Narcissist Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 10:27 PM just before i go ahead and do my project for the rest of the night, let me blog :) 1) on my way home i was just reminiscing the no lock down pressure days. pressure is good, don't get me wrong. but i mean the carefree honey mood period of your school days where you get nothing, doing nothing. yes - sec 1,2 and even 3. poly 1 & 2... i think i absolutely didn't grasp what i was asking God for in 2006. God was a thousand times bigger, assuming alot more strings attached! In a moment of happiness and 'i'll conquer the world' i just asked that God expand me like He never expanded me before. Muahahaha... guys know what you are praying for because like what KS shared, sheep are dumb animals. that comparison between us and sheep really is similar to that between us and God. I'm one passionate guy asking for a dream larger than life, i tell you i really got it man.. i'm just 1 guy in millions populated Singapore. Singapore is like saw dust in the world map. Earth is one of many planets. The Milky Way is one of 100,000 over galaxies. Those galaxies then made up the Universe which our God just hold in His Hands. Now you know why prayer works... 2) 'You're just a northbrooks guys' I love how it sounds... we from northbrooks love how it sounds. today, at this moment in time, no one can doubt how dumb we are and how great God is. Now you know again why prayer works... Put 1 and 2 together, you kind of get what i mean. Pray undone. Kind of like, approach God knowing your humane position. however still know that no matter how messed up a child is, his or her words carry weight in the family. Know today, the weight is a gift. To know that you feel the same as many of us do is a dream. :) Rock on guys..
Subterranean Bushman Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 1:52 AM after a long while i'm back to blogging. anyway Facebook is crazy, if you hadn't got one, get one! join the riot join the party. 5 days to project submission & 2 weeks to another. crap... i promise i'll leave and return to haunt the sch-who?-ol (hahah) I'll get this done with and get started with beautiful pleasing 08. argh, i'll be locked down just for a while.. just for a while. In the mean time, perforating the mind is a good option :) I absolutely miss plugging in on ipod while travelling to destinations i deter. Abolish school pls... someone! alright it's 2.03am... i'm out! The first post remains and obligation
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