In the Bedroom after the War
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October 29, 2007
Everything is Beautiful Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 9:48 AM He's beautiful & she's beautiful. I just need to make a declaration that zone f is beautiful. last night we met up with Pastor over dinner. the ministry has been around for what? 15 months. I kind of figured 15months ain't a very long time... just think about what we went through together as a team. Ha, Dominic, Jianming and i... listen to me, total crap. Can't run a service, can do this and that. i'm laughing as i type this. well, 15months later, this is what you get. Not a zone of the future but generations after generations. Isaiah oh Isaiah! Raise up the foundations of MANY generations. Now, we're breathing and seeing that one day, some of them will be pulled out to plant Zone H. Just prospecting it is crazy... When i see the fire in Dom's & Jian's eyes... muahaha! But wait, let's claim 100 first. Oh yes, and i totally miss Dick & Sidney. Crap, felt so much like myself when i was younger. I play basketball i play soccer, my parents are so strict with me.. fetched me to school and back home! Crap, that's uncool.. haha.. but the bottom line; we see ourselves in them. That is why we never give up. Ask us if we have other things we have to do? Yes. If we are tired? Always actually. But tired happy. Tired very happy. Tired very very very happy... Let me confess an un-confessional. The more we do it the more strength we feel pouring into our lives. And it's no sentiments, no being over sentimental.. your high school 'i see him in me' drama. We ain't just writing history, if it was ever so simple. History doesn't matter. Some history remain untouched and dusty on the shelves. It's about racing against time. It's our blood, sweat and tears uncleared. It's theirs uncleared. It's staining each others life. Now always they are stuck in my mind. She's gorgeous. He's gorgeous. October 18, 2007 awww.... the killers Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 3:19 AM just a random post. i absolutely love indie & alternative rock. oh crap, how bad would it be without em... just imagine, no delirious? no killers? no incubus? no embrace? no stars? what junk do i listen to? now, smile like you mean it... smile like you mean it. Killers are awesome. I'm smiling actually like i so mean it. crap... this post is junk. i needed sleep now. enter the indie meltdown.... ZzZzZZZzZZZzzzzz October 15, 2007 This is the new level... Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 1:38 AM Muahahahahaha!!! Zone F brokethrough @ 77!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! F2 @ 41! Glory to the Above. We led, preached & built to the best of our abilities. I honor the pulpit & stage but i honor You more. Hours of preparation, 2 hours of sermon is incomparable to just 1 Word from You. You built Your House. And all i can do is to worship & praise You. 1 Corinthians 1:25-30 25 For the foolishness of God is wiser than man's wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than man's strength. 26 Brothers, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble birth. 27 But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. 28 He chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things--and the things that are not--to nullify the things that are, 29 so that no one may boast before him. 30 It is because of him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God--that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption. 31 Therefore, as it is written: "Let him who boasts boast in the Lord." We count ourselves foolish, not wiser than man's wisdom, not stronger than man's strength nor influential neither noble by birth. No one touches the glory of God. He crafted the jigsaw, He had the end in mind while we are just the little pieces... Some of us finding our position in the big picture. Some of us forming the corners and outline. Some of us changing the entire picture. Some of us just bring us closer to the big picture. So yeah, don't give up. You lose a piece, you can get a replacement... but it ain't the real thing, it ain't the designated. It's like the fake compared to a real starry starry night. Though God can get another to rise up, yet it ain't the same without you. The jigsaw seem a little tainted... Now therefore, just rise up. muahahahahaha We all have one life, just get it right man :) Come on, give it up for Zone F. 77 for goodness sake.. seventy.... seven!! 77!!! October 8, 2007 We're here looking higher Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 6:56 PM  we're high up and just looking back down... This was when we first came to FTMS house from Henderson. Now we're in Singpost. We're all so different, doing so many different things & supporting our Pastors together. This was the Dream Team... Guess by now, we have more...     1000
You are the Dream Team :) October 7, 2007 Love Score Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 2:33 AM I just got home, i'm having my meal and 2 things.  First First! This is absolutely cool.. yeah this is the mob :) yours truly crazy mob. rock them. Second, This was try one... well the camera saw things we didn't see.Like when Wendy came in.. Look at her face, that's called instant Kodak Blur moment.  And this, if we hadn't realized, the time is 9.44PM and the EXIT sign is beaming ;p I was too lazy to get up, right behind them were my legs, they were inactive, switched off on me. And i really couldn't motor them for that moment. We were supposed to act crapped up. Well, nice expression though... October 6, 2007 I had a Second Time Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 2:57 AM it was only when i thought Chomp Chomp was crap, that i went there and found out it was quite the opposite. alright, it's kinda small that's all but other than that it's good. makes a good place to lounge at. i just came home after supper with the mob. it made friday a little special especially with all the meetings before that. i'm good, now i can crash. gonna stay up a little longer to prepare for sunday. it's going to be awesome man. it's been 2 months without a formal mtg for zone f. this week's going to be great... and God, i pray hard you come strongly this sunday. oh, and it's official.... dragon clan has expanded. more mobs, more game. We want global domination!!! hahaha at least in the facebook world. Alright get some caffeine and work. Goodnight October 1, 2007 Why Do I Keep Counting!!!??? Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 1:24 AM Monday i typed in my plan for the week. Tuesday i'm a player of that game-plan. Wednesday all the way to Friday i did this and that and it was good. I kept asking myself why i kept counting the days passed. Friday night i couldn't sleep, i laid on my bed hardly entering the deep sleep. I just cannot wait for Saturday to come and again plunge into where i feel perfectly comfortable at. I love taking the bus to the train station, then alighting to take another bus to SingPost Center. I love walking against the wind, feeling a little weightless from that packed bus-stop, through the gate, down the stretch and up the elevator. I love that feeling. I'm addicted and in love with that feeling. I love feeling that feeling and i hold dear that feeling. And finally entering the dream factory is another thing altogether, you figure that out yourself. Argh!!! Utility is one thing i have to maximize on my fridays, saturdays and sundays. This friday, let me do something crazy. Then i can lie on bed and feel that same stirring. Man... everyone around me is in the army!!!! Now i'm scared to death :) hehehehehe... i cannot imagine myself in army. 5 months to army? ARGH... Oh God, oh God... do something!!! You're the same God that took a rusted metallic and polished it, you're the same God that will leave it on the shelf for a while. :) Wait, let me revisit that next time... Alright man, gonna switch off cartoon network and sleep now. hahhs Dear bed and pillow, swallow me tonight! haha I'm screaming on the inside but not an ounce of it got out. Preoccupied without hoGc, i cannot live at all! Wait until friday... YEAH!!!!
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