In the Bedroom after the War
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May 14, 2009
Reminiscing my Poly days Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 10:00 AM Hey what's up? haven't been blogging lately, totally forgot about the blog. Got to bring some life back to this page again soon. I can't help but think how school is like now for many of you. Honestly, i miss school. I'd rather be studying than serving in the army. I know it's a latter stage of life to learn latter stage of life things (haha) but i miss studying. Gonna start studying next year. I terribly miss a few people and have a bugging sensation deep inside. I can't wait for the weekend to come because there is going to be so much to do and next week, next week will be even more exciting. I miss my fast paced, all out, do or die life. A few days back, Jian Ming and i were reminiscing the poly times, we worked like 120 to 130 hours on busy months. Had 6 follow ups from 12 to 6pm. Did an average of 15 a week. Had CG, had meetings, had everything else. We really do miss all those times. I am terribly envious towards anyone and everyone now, wish me well (: Nonetheless, i'm going to start going back and meeting people, changing lives and believing in people. We make history by doing that one at a time. So i am terribly excited. Gonna put people first before meetings and all. Well still, i don't think one will ever be TOO busy. I don't think ever in my life i have been VERY busy. Life just gets busier. So if i'm busy now, then i'll die working tomorrow. There is always time, at least i believe, to make whatever happen. So i am excited too to do a couple of things on my own. I want to seek God, study, get my drievr's license, read up about somethings, play soccer, jog more regularly. Look, serving God is so fun. Many people think that you just get sucked in and you lose your life. Haha, true and false. True, you gain a better life. False, you still have a life. It's all about making life happen and i have learnt so so much from Pastor How & Pastor Lia. They have time for Rinnah, have time for sports, they have time for family and they are the busiest people in our church! I am very inspired. Serving God is noble. It is honorable. Yet, yes it takes alot out of you. It is not easy. But still it is not supposed to be that hard. We have tough times but they're nothing compared to the next tough time. Pastors said it takes a special breed of people to serve God. I am understanding it even more each day. Serving God makes you love your life. Taking that serving opportunity away makes you treasure serving God more which in turn makes you love your life even more. That's why many of us just love life and its simplest things. We pretty much make something out of nothing. I seriously love everybit of my life. I just want to be me. I am even failing in love with the struggles. Hahaha narcissistic! But really, i am passionately in love with my life. So come onboard... be a leader, love life, attack life & do something and make a difference. Let's be that special breed of people that our Pastors already are! Don't say you're too busy to serve God or do something with your life! I really dislike it (: hahahahahahahahahahaha
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