In the Bedroom after the War

February 24, 2009
Kids in my army camp
Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 8:50 AM

oh i heard mum went for prayer meeting last weekend. i heard also that dad and mum hung out with Mr Sim and Yen Ping until about 9plus.
ain't it cool? swift and clinical, we got them all attending church.
they haven't stop talking to me about church eversince. dad is reading the book i passed him.
that is simply amazing.
haha, family matters. i'm glad my family is saved.

it can't be that God uses me by His Grace and get many people saved and when i'm there in Heaven with them, i'm a gulf away from the dearest people that have played a key role in my life. family matters. now there is such liberty i cannot explain.

sunday was a good day. it was awesome listening to the testimony and of course also Pastor How's sermon. it was a special word. a special series and something we just have to listen again and again.

yesterday was awesome too. it was a day to talk about. you know sometimes you can't help it but to talk about some things, that's such a day. it was a day to be reckon with. you want to find someone and talk about it but you try to delay it because you will lose yourself. haha

today... i'm back in camp. well, it feels different too. camp is not as boring as it seems anymore.
in fact i enjoy being in camp. there are a lot of things to put into place regarding camp lately and it's really irritating.

firstly, i thought of what someone told me some time back. i can't help it being myself in camp, i can't resist the urge to move so now i hardly slack. it's complicated, it feels like liberty being able to be moving fast in camp and moving fast in church. well, you just got to manage the people. at least i think that's it. i can't be that i try reaching out to them and i'm some big slacker.
so i've come to a consensus that i should just enjoy camp.

secondly, it pays to be a little bit honest. some how i figured that out.

in a whole that is so .... eeckk. i guess not many people appreciate the attribute of being idealistic and real. people want their way and it's weird and crappy seeing them do funny things to get their way.

i want my way too. but how different?
let me just think about that for a second...

okay before i go, we'll all have a treat.
there's this song that repeatedly play in my mind recently, over this 2 weeks, today i heard it again in camp and here it is. 'Kids' by MGMT.
it's quite a hit