In the Bedroom after the War

January 7, 2009
little no more
Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 3:38 AM

if i am going to spend national service for 2 years the way i did today, i'd better ask for some work.

it's getting boring in camp & the worse thing is that i haven't got my inet excess which is killing me.

reporting to camp is like reporting for a 10 hour self enclosure in a dungeon with green creatures and no access to the external world. this is just one bugging thought in my mind. Kamal has to do something!!!

Elgin is enlisting real soon and i am gonna miss him. He's gonna be little brother no more. In 2 weeks the nation will return a commando to me. Put aside the countless years of sibling rivalry, competition and crap like that, i miss him. This is the guy that talks the way i talk and dresses the way i dress & it's finally so satisfying to have him enlist (: I am going to miss him, the room will swallow me in but this 2 years will be so amazing for him. can't wait to see him step into his destiny and purpose in church. it's going to be way cool. ahaha little brother no more.

I feel so old saying all those things but i am just 20.

well i can't wait for many things to happen, especially for the future to quickly unfold!

Have you ever like felt this way before too? hahhs

yes there's church, there's my destiny, there's so many things to do with 'me' and ourselves. but sometimes, you kinda suddenly feel like things like Elgin enlisting have you enveloping it.