In the Bedroom after the War
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October 1, 2008
Love Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 12:17 PM in about a few hours time i will return to camp... for the last 3 days i've been pampered and taken care off well i've moved from hell to heaven in a matter of hours i had luxurious comfort and loads of fun but now i'm returning to what i'm appointed to do i guess it will be the way it is for the longest time; taking me out and then plunging me in again God is working in my heart of hearts and it has been wonderful 2 weeks and my eyes were opened to many things unseen and unknown to me being in hoGc it's like tearing down an old building and refurnishing it the things i used to treasure so much ain't really that important now they're no longer the jewel of my eyes & it's very weird i tried to force myself to get connected to them again but then it was all forced it's over now (: well the things that i so easily missed out are now so important to me ain't it so powerful that God changes us so quickly and works in our hearts? alright now... i really can't wait for the weekend and my first service (: i missed Benny doing lights... i missed alot of great stuff going on (: if there was one thing God was teaching me over this time, it was love. it was contentment and it was compassion. i have plenty to say to many people... jordan, nicholas, wayne, jomain, cheryl... joanne... dilan... benny samantha, jianming.... chew... sinfei........ my buddies... xing, ernie and all there's too much to say... whatever it is... be strong and of good courage (: and i really need to change my attitude in camp! muahahaha i love my sergeants... help me as i help myself
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