In the Bedroom after the War
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October 10, 2008
hehe resurrection Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 10:13 PM i hope this attempt is good; i hope it resurrects this thing honestly it will stay dead for long blog hibernates... don't you know things happen and you can't blog altogether... ahaha i've got my miracle and praise God for that. it's been 1 very cool week. to cut the long story shot, it has been amazing. very satisfying indeed and filled with hope. now i understand what hope is... hope is good erm... God had opened doors in camp for me and i've not really exhausted them yet call it coincidence but i call it God it'll never be so cool i'm not even half way down the path way yet and the miracle is here. God is amazing. thinking having faith dreaming speaking words they are 4 amazing elements that allows us to change our 4th dimensional realm once that realm is changed, the 3rd dimension will change too it is amazing and it is cool i've been doing that for 1 week and it works more than working it is the way it is supposed to be i miss you guy but i guys i will start seeing you guys very often. and you see me alot too. i thank God for army because it straighten out alot of things in my mind though it's terrible but it is very rewarding to have all out clear as a flow chart on a paper at the end of the day i feel like a huge burden is removed from my mind there is liberty in all i do and i feel it oozing out of me i love it now meeting different people has been a thing in army it has been great learning to deal with diverse personalities i failed v terribly but then it's quite fun though i've got to grow as a leader now f2 is hitting 100 already and it is very amazing. b zone is growing too and so too very amazing. let's hit 300 400 soon. i guess bigness isn't really that big a thing after all someday someone will achieve that so it'll be amongst us it's either you or me but whoever that is, glory to God because He builds the church have you ever felt like you've had enough? it's a saddening feeling. plus you mixed it with a half hearted response to God's word. you will cry... things i've learnt - just follow God and be very hard on oneself it is very tough but it is very good. i would have lost you already but just know that being tough on yourself is good all i ever care now is a whole lot of difference all i ever want now is a whole lot of difference too and it is beautiful to be this way; walking in His ways, loving Him and obeying Him it's good to be regimental with one's spirit sometimes. i think it's very good all should go through army or something attempted done and dusted let's move on now (: we're going to breakthrough
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