In the Bedroom after the War
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September 13, 2008
Aaaaaa... Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 3:00 AM i've had a really fast week. this has been the fastest week ever. for the first time i dread ending the day and going to bed! and this is a good thing i tell you... i spent monday with Pastors and it was amazing (: it was the best day this 7. tuesday was an entire day clearing my emails. it's very interesting, the more you clear, the more it piles. I reply once, and 3 other people reply me back. so in the end i didn't clear my emails in that sense. the net is balance. wednesday was fun too because i visited my grandparents. they're very amazing. i had pork rib soup and it was grandma's specialty. after that i went home and had an early night. i had CEG too and it was good. thursday was fun too. i spent the morning and afternoon clearing my emails too. I had a great great F2 CEG. It was amazing (: later that night, i was at Seafood Harvest with a couple of people from B Zone and we had fun! friday was nice. i went to visit my grandparents again and this time just me alone. my uncle scolded me because i can't meet him on saturday. well what to do (: let me continue to make history and make it up to him another time. i then spent that whole afternoon with f zone! Chunkit was there, Wayne, Jiaxin and a lot a lot more. I remember the people, yes all of them but it was very special today with Chun Kit and Jiaxin around. I was thinking of F Zone a lot and just grateful that we've ground so much. These 2 were there from the beginning so that was why (: there is something special. i pray everyone in zone f, male and female becomes like them. The male leaders, members, whatever become like Chunkit and likewise for the females like Jiaxin. It will be great (: i just got home from newton circus. before that i was playing soccer with lionel and company. it was a lot of fun but i couldn't run. the buffet took it's toil and it ain't gonna give in. well but it was still fun. food at newton was good too but just that i wanted to do something more after that! you'll know why... many people have been telling me that every second counts days before you enlist. yeah, i agree now. not back then but yes now. every second is precious. i wanted more time with everybody luh! but then there was nothing we could do too (: saturday and sunday will be alot different. ernest is coming on saturday to my place and sunday i'm going to charleston's house. it'll be good. there's a lot of things i want to do man (: NS stands for the Next Step i'm going to take. many people think that we're 'sian' about the training. hahaha no... we're in a place where we wrestle God. we want to serve Him some more but He has plans for us through NS. it's a guy thing... My greatest honor will always be, to serve my Lord and King. It is 2 more days. And just by living 2 more days, i've learnt so much about people, gratitude, the meaning of serving God and honor at a deeper level. i've seen people and all their hearts are and it's sweet. just now on the bus, i met a schoolmate. he's a junior and one that was close. not many were close but he was. he couldn't stop talking and me too. i remember myself taking care of him last time. he's into music too and that is good. i just want him to get to know God (: that will work out. So yeah... it's not the end. It's the beginning... a new beginning. this season comes to a close now (: i'm missing my zone already. i miss f zone. i miss b zone. i miss my Pastors... i miss kinda like everything and everybody. i don't know how to go on blogging (: i'll describe 'this' a little clearer to you hopefully before monday. gdnight and gdbye (: you mean a whole lot to God.
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