In the Bedroom after the War
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August 26, 2008
"always faithful" Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 11:56 PM we kinda messed around the orchestra a lot today we played that huge drums thing and of course the snare as well the violin smells bad anyway but the orchestra and conductor definitely smells very good so we were messing around and my cousin taught me a few things about that gigantic drums she played gavin asked me how i practiced actually, the orchestra's culture is kinda good we should have more people there of course prior to all this i was at the lights console i saw nicholas do lights and of course jordan messy around marcus just sitting around we tried summoning fainting spells on melvin but we failed terribly we were talking about how teng & apparently she will be down on thursday for lights well so, all her peers are saying she's good at lights i'm intrigued by how much my friends eat on staff it's crazy and it's quite scary i knew they were food lovers but not to the extent before today's pay per view now i'm totally convinced they really can eat today was the earliest of my time on staff going home it felt weird but it was good the train was packed because it was 6pm approaching 630pm i'd wonder what was going on in church as much as 5 minutes after i left there are a million things i want to do now & i'll be very stingy with this i'll make sure i hit 999,999 things soon oh and yes tomorrow there is soccer with lionel and company it'll be fun, i'll hang out a little longer for supper or something and i saw a couple of those guys i played soccer with in church over the weekend i never knew they were coming to our church man it'll be even more fun tomorrow with that fact i've been thinking about my JC 1 compatriot's promos on top of that A levels for some others army for another group O levels for another precious group there are countless things man and i think i'm becoming a grandfather worrying too much for people i want the end of the year to come quick because time will give us victory like i've mentioned, i watched this powerful film it was about the marines i have a new respect for soldiers & a new perspective about life marines, they say, put the mission before themselves it is very simple as winning missions and taking care of one another they talk about trust and having to trust the man on your left and right in battle it's also more than just trash talking they really do live up to it i saw injured marines too and they all live together in rehab that is a family together very powerful & i definitely will tell you when i watch that, i was very humbled not even close to a ordinary marine for goodness sake i won't talk so much about it already but my point is that we have that all with something more a spiritual purpose & a God if marines can do what they do, demand perfection, fight, win, come back on their feet i think we have to be the same i don't think it's about the physique. it does matter but the marines speaks about the warrior ethos the warrior characteristic spirit of a culture manifested in aspirations and attitudes i so think i need to have that and everyone in my zone need to have that too (: Dominic spoke about getting dirty we need to don't mind getting dirty "they can quit..." once they quit they will never be allowed to recourse to be a Marine ever again Marines believe so that quitting is a spiral "if you quit once, you will always quit again" powerful huh... so just a few things at the end of the day the marines want to be the worse enemies anyone could go to war with - i want that too the marines have only 2 objectives: win the mission & take care of the people around you - i want that zero-ed in simplicity the marines don't believe in quitting - i want that tenacity & ethos the marines are a family - i want to fight alongside people similar to myself the marines have goal before self - i want to have this humility my zone better be like that too :p this is a big hint the marine corps are the smallest in numbers but the best. the lean mean fighting machines i remembered 2 years ago in a small office in ftms Pastor Lia called Dom, Jm and i the lean mean fighting machines zone f was new then, i was very tired but very passionate. there was a fire in my eyes and reserves burning too in my loins now it's 3 years after zone f has launched. what remains only i can determine (: the same too applies for b zone i have that same love for what i do 3 years ago and now i've too many close relationships with people, those who left and those who have promise & it crafted my heart out i'm only 20 and i ain't seen nothing yet if what i see scares me now, then i'm as good as finished "semper fidelis" has a new meaning to me i want every battle & opportunity for the battle and opportunity losing stops now nothing worries me now my day of getting anything i set my eyes on comes back now patience will be my friend all i want to do is... WIN let's leave it as that for now... (:
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