In the Bedroom after the War
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July 18, 2008
the thesis Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 2:17 AM dear everybody, here goes virtual conversations again... jordan: i will see you soon so it'll be good. yakuza is off the action. please ask him if he's still alive. hahhs poor guy with crap school band. roy: we haven't had the chance to film part 3. we'll do it sometime soon. we're very prepared. just need the action. muahaha noni: rehearsal was fun as always. i'll be more hopeful about them. nicholas: ibrahimovic... oooOOOooohhh. sam: i don't want to but i have to. it is going to be so bad... let's see what kind of a vocation i get luh. that's the only way already. and if i pass my napfa. you can ignore 'i saw you' & permanent block that number. i'm kidding... i've just been examining my crystal ball life & clearly there's no snow inside, you can turn it around and there's nothing. instead, i see imageries only. the way it is like opening a book and a picture shows, turning the page and another comes. yeah that's right... that way. all those beauty cum budge had to do with the decisions i had made. some so regretful that it's irritating to talk about it to myself. some so victorious that i will lavish praise on myself. whatever that is, just know our decisions make us. they craft a life out for us. we have no choice. they win all the time. who is this man i see? the man my decisions craft out to be. crystal ball crystal ball... tell us all that our lives are beautiful. at least do it to save us all. it's roy tang's birthday now! sweet... 21 already and what a brother he is man. happy birthday and i love it leading the zone alongside you. it is one of those things i enjoy doing most and one of those people i enjoy most being with. so again, happy birthday. 21st birthday has to be special. back to the point. when we are 16, 17, 18, 19 we rapidly change. it is quite amusing how much we change over the years, even months in fact even in between coffee just now and tea now. after that you're pretty set but still changing. but not too off the tangent. yeah, yet who knows... i'm very intrigued by the changing-people around me. a moment it's this & another it's that. and even so those above 20. they're a different story. different altogether. too lazy to go into that & i am intrigued by them as well. just know decisions are really important. we even make them without us knowing ourselves. just imagine with me - you enter a room, there's green chairs & black chairs, 2 groups of people, whatsoever. you are so inclined and naturally built to conclude things. look a moment later you end up on some chair talking to some people. 2 decisions you made effortlessly. yeah i heard this somewhere. thought it would be cool to share. i need to eat. gdnight & gdbye
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