In the Bedroom after the War
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June 22, 2008
you will break loose & return Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 11:20 AM in the morning i woke up & went back to sleep just a little bit more about. then in my little bit of consciousness i decided i should go pray and do my qt! so i pulled myself outta bed, went to wash up, threw out whatever's on my mind & just approached God & began to worship & pray. there is official a prayer corner in my room. i even have a prayer carpet which is cool and a prayer stool which i can sit on, lean on, clasp my hands on. it is cool. so it was the way it was, just praying and seeking God and praying for this, that, this & that person. even as you start to do that, you feel the love of God coming into your heart. right at that instance, i began to realize once again that the love of God will come upon your life when you intercede for people. praying for others in the secret of your privacy is such a beautiful thing. to pray for them is to serve them well & that is to love them. yeah, it was pretty amazing (: i'd prayed for so many people i feel the love of God brooding over my heart. i am enlisting into the army soon! oh crap... i'l have a good posting. it is not a problem. yesterday the fact that it is now 2.5 months away dawned on me! that is so fast. a moment of time ago i was saying 4 months. today is one of those sunday mornings i need not go to church early & it was beautiful just gazing at God. Romans 8:38&39 38For I am convinced that nothing can ever separate us from his love. Death can’t, and life can’t. The angels won’t, and all the powers of hell itself cannot keep God’s love away. Our fears for today, our worries about tomorrow, 39or where we are—high above the sky, or in the deepest ocean—nothing will ever be able to separate us from the love of God demonstrated by our Lord Jesus Christ when he died for us. in today's terms it would mean... Paul says no discouragement, no failures, no guilt, no mistake too big, no doubts, no tiredness, no stress, no confusion, no whatever can separate us from the love of God. not even the fears for today & our worries about tomorrow (: no angel, no heavenly creatures, not satan, not his demons can keep us away from the love of God. we may all be pretty messed up sometimes or even really flying in life. well NOTHING will ever be able to separate us from the love of God. it is something that we have entered into at the moment God conceived us in His mind. there are times we feel we don't need the love of God. while there are also times we feel we are running away from the love of God or anything that represents it... hahaha just know one thing... we may be ignorant for a moment, proud for 5 seconds, lose our footing, lose ourselves on the spur of the minute, you may even physically, emotionally have already 'separated' yourself from the love of God... BUT GOD'S LOVE WILL COME & IT WILL COME TO YOU FAST TO THE PLACE YOU ARE & YOU WILL BREAK LOOSE, YOU WILL GIVE UP YOUR GUILTY ESCAPE, YOU WILL FEEL THE LOVE OF GOD. now i see it all happening! no one will reject me & you as people preaching the love of God because they cannot bear to! last week i told one guy the same thing, that he'll come without me asking him, he'll be here, he'll realize the goodness of life in Christ, i got him to wait and see. yeah... wait & see. oh and can i saw that i love all of you so much? (: when school starts i will see you guys so much lesser... we'll have wayne in nan chiau uniform, jomain in st nicholas', the saint andrews' uniform, the vjc uniform, innova, cjc, ajc, gan eng send, clementi town, hougang sec, anglo-chinese, there are so many.... i miss you guys in nice proper home clothes already...
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