In the Bedroom after the War
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June 4, 2008
quite a night Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 1:54 AM i spent morning with mum. for the longest time we haven't had a meal together so we actually went BK & ate. it was a feast. we had chicken tenders? fries, onion rings & our burgers. it was quite crazy. i was filled before i started on my chicken sandwich. in the end i just ate the chicken & left the bread out. i stepped into church and i was thrown off. i saw Benny giving his BF! Envelop and alot of coins. That just shows he really plans and save his pocket money. I AM SO HAPPY AND NO WONDER GARRETT SAID I WAS DIFFERENT TODAY LIKE VERY VERY HAPPY. Yes i am! BENNY!!! GIVING BF!!! WOAH! Later he went for outing!!! OH MY GOSH... our dream for zone f is coming to past! went church for a short while & was did a little bit of sing along with the SOW guitar students. settle some administration & then went play soccer with Pastor How. it was fun! Pastor haven't played for a month & it was great playing with him again. well, the next one 2 weeks time. hail our one touch football. there was only about 10 of us today & we were dying. so we had plenty of time in the end to take penalty shots. oh man... at the cage (: abit dumb but it was really fun. afterwards i went back to church & it was cool singing Elevate getting ready. They did very well for Zone D event today. Dominic preached his heart out & it was so good. i just pray the people catch his heart. it is not something he usually shares if they think it is. so i just pray they really feel privileged. it was anointed, i was behind just eavedropping. deciding when i should walk down the stairs & only did when he progressed on to point 2. well b & c zone will have ours next week & i can't wait for charleston to preach. haven't heard him for the longest time. and i'm quite excited about preaching in zone f service too man. must have enough anointing to minister to 200 if not we will not grow. awww! then all the interesting happenings happened. i had a last minute leaders meeting with b2 because some other outing they were all supposed to go was cancelled. so they met me & it was great. faith & success & we are all on the same page now. just shared with them how much God did for me over the last one week. it was one significant week. i am a different man. just want all the leaders to know how important you are. Pastor Lia has been talking about this alot & it just hit me! "you will play out in your public life what is inside of you" if you see yourself as important, you will play it out. if you don't, you will play it out as well. i just hope you guys in b2 see yourself as important. as well as every single person in b zone especially you who are in discipleship class with me. same for f zone. if you see yourself as insignificant on the team then you really will play it out. that is how then we will relate to you because as a man thinks so he is. we are a team, and team players are all significant & important. i play so much team sports i know! Better get this right in our lives! I was with Pastor Lia for 3 occasions and on each she mentioned the same thing! What does it mean to flow & catch what is on their hearts? THIS! thursday will be exciting because i'll stay home & pray pray pray pray & pray and do whatever i need to do. it will be fun! pure obedience to Pastor!!! i will stay home for 1 day & i will pray & grow. i love my Pastors man. just want sinfei to know that you are amazing. you make me able to run at the speed i want to. today during meeting i just dump so much ideas on the table & got her to prepare all the tangibles for me to piece together! she is amazing. fast, clever, thinking, swift & she always puts me before herself. i am so loved & touched & yeah she says she really wants to help me, so yeah i am just getting her to help me more (: thanks, you are amazing. so reliable, so dependable. remain humble & be a daughter in the house. love Pastors, serve them & take their words from the pulpit very seriously. awesome. i met a girl from b2 & went deep with chew around. met nadine afterwards and made sinfei walk around with me and caught up with her. God i pray both nadine & sinfei does well for exams. crap man. i practiced drums for a while in the studio. got KS to show me here and there & i'm quite ready for test tomorrow. i was practicing and i had some funny interference. not disturbance but interference. it was actually quite cool & funny. i heard the glass panel behind me & someone was just knocking away. i mean, come on if i look what will happen? nothing. if i don't look what will happen? nothing. so? don't look. then this amazing person who was that person who was knocking pop right infront of me! yes right infront of the drums. how teng says hi & we just start talking alittle bit. after around 40 seconds she was out. next thing i knew i received an sms from her & it was quite sweet. wished me all the best for drums test for tomorrow & asked that i teach her once i pass. it was quite funny because it's no DRUMS TEST. i just need to play a song. DRUMS TEST is overstatement but then it's serious so yeah i'm serious :p what am i talking about man? hahaha i thought she was staying over in church man. i left church, rushed for the last train & i saw How Teng alone at the marble seat at the platform. oh my goodness... it will be quite a wild trip home. She is just 14 turning 15 man & she is so cool. everytime i meet her she subtly mentions zone f amid all the crap. we talked & i showed her videos on my phone of how zone f first launched. the videos of dom, me and jian ming playing the wethead & setting up the room for zone f launch 2 years back. how it was good for her. yeah then alot of crap that i cannot type out here because it was ALOT. and she still owes me a POINT. crap man... the cyber How Teng is so much more comprehendable then the real thing. one sweet sms & the next thing i saw her & i wanted to vomit blood. so yeah quite a journey. went to the 7Eleven near my house & bumped into my old friend. he has tattoos all over until up to his neck. abit crazy la. he looks fierce but then he's just one big joker. my mum was talking to him & can you imagine a gangster complaining about PUB bills. how he needs to find an alternative and save on his bills. quite funny man! then i didn't know that MC delivery delivers to void decks. he was sitting around and his MCs came. hahhs! super funny. let's try ordering MCs to the grass field beside yishun street 11 near the temple across 7Eleven beside the basketball court under the tree & i think MCs will deliver it there. MCs is quite amazing. then yeah here i am. just blogging and laughing to everything i did today. just finished reading some funny quotes on TIME. BK with mum - quite a funny experience Soccer - super funny we wanted to one touch all the way to goal then what are dribbles for man! Elevate - i'm am so surprised really Meeting - quite cool and spiritual one then quite funny too Hanging out here and there - caught up with a few people Drums - quite fun and unusual interference Trip Home - with How Teng & it was super funny Gangster friend - but really joker. said i'm a 'sua gu' for not knowing MCs deliver to void decks and weird places. he's an idiot la! pray he gets saved. Crap quotes from TIME magazine - really crap. we have russian politicians angry with makers of Indiana Jones because they had one stupid female KGB agent. alamak... how to change the world like that??? Media shapes people but then chill man. life is quite exciting with ludicrous crap like this you know? i am loving my life. i am a different man. talk more to some of my pals another time. arsenal hasn't made a signing yet. CRAP LA. must wait for euro to end so nasri will sign.. hello! his value will go up please... crap chairmans from madrid and milan will come and hang money on their ears and noses can? but if nasri plays for money then he's crap too la. oh actually i may be wrong. we made 1 signing. a physio or a scout. hmmm arsene really knows how to bring us on a emotional roller coaster ride. well that's it. faith & success pray pray pray envision envision 4th dimension get into the flow people. thank God for helpers (: i appreciate you sinfei thanks & well done. enjoy doing what you need to do. it has been quite a night ain't it? hahhs monkey on the train that was really amusing. how teng had a dream she lost a marathon and she cried like crazy. then the next night she dreamt she came in 3rd but organizers said she won the race then she was shocked. whatever dream that is it is quite funny. now you know why i love the 12 13 14 15 year olds. they are so funny. they are leaders of today not just tomorrow. they are precious & like gems. and i saw nicholas luo today so not that bad! i miss leona already. YAKUZA IS IN PERTH! i miss JORDAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! well that one that really touched my heart was seeing Benny giving his BF. (: (: (: young people will be givers. they will they will they will they will! zone f will be a zone of givers. YOU be a giver. If Benny can give, you can give! He sold his cards to give to BF!!! So sweet (: Fabian brought him to church through that card game you know? Now he is selling those cards to build the kingdom of God! i love whatever i do and i love it so much because of little things like this. how can Jesus Christ be not real? well, let's take it as if this whole church thing is a scam. if it really is fake you win, but nevermind man, i see beautiful things like Benny, Jordan... i see budding musicians coming together maturing as a team, i see happy people like how teng. i see their lives change & i understand the sweetness of life by looking at them. come on from everything i've typed. you can see that sweetness & purpose about life. listen! ALL THIS WILL BE even if you say this church thing is fake. so real thing or fake you decide? i'm not drawn into that for now. you can debate while i just be absorbed by the fruits of it. gdnight & gdbye
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