In the Bedroom after the War
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June 10, 2008
maybe i should curtail connections with nextro Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 3:33 AM Joshy - hahhs you must have downloaded it. torrent! but being a coldplay fan i have to have the record itself. so i'm waiting... it's a good album as reviewed in Time. So let's see what music we get out of Viva La Vida. The album is themed death for goodness sake. DEATH! Chris Martin is changing his style a bit man. Less ooohs & aaarrrhs. but then, he has such a way of putting across the true meaning of romantic love with those O&A. hahhs! well let's see where this goes.. Li Xing - yeah had a great time too. will have more of those junk happening. we've grown up man. no longer the crappy youths we were with no dress sense we used to be. there is no PO, there is no nothing. this is what Pastors have been waiting for all these years. Remember they always say - "can't wait for you guys to grow up!" grown up we are man... hahahaha there will come a time in our peak, we shall serve God and define what is serve by our standards and quality. we will be revolutionary. hahahahah... from a small church in an industrial park to today (: (: (: what is this? hahhs it is so funny... those who have left us, i feel for them (: i really do. Esther - linking soon!!!! one shot with whoever else (: today was absolutely fun. there was food there was music there was company. the trinity got us really happy for the whole of the evening. it was so fun i don't know how to put it across to you. buffet, 80s rock going on and many people doing many things. it was way cool, way out of the box, way something we 19 20 year olds will not do. now i am on a mission because of retro night. i have a million little buggy things i want to do after that. trust me, i will get it done real soon & yes without the knowledge of anyone (: hehehe. i will thoroughly enjoy what i am about to do. wanted to start today but hahhs something and someone else caught my attention. i am passionately in love with the holy spirit. Pastor How got all the leaders to read The 4th Dimension. i read that months ago so it was cool, now i've just continued with volume 2 & volume 2 is really what Dr Cho says as 'MORE SECRETS TO A FAITHFILLED LIFE'. it is so amazing; the book. i am intrigued by every little thing that print says. i was just reading at about 2 to 230am. everything seemed to have come jumping out at me. it's that feeling everything was written in the book just for you. guess praying helps alot. the more you pray the more engaged you are and when you do God's work or even read a simple book, because you are engaged, more life comes through to you. more revelation more renewing of the mind. more of everything small that we get reading it in the natural. i read the book and i was planning to sleep. but it was just so compelling. i just had to go to the living room and pray. so i did and i prayed prayed and prayed. God reminded me to pray for F2 so i did. prayed my usual prayers, that few points, that same few people (: yeah! but this time felt so different as i applied what i've learnt about incubation, the HS is with us, in us & upon us, need to have fellowship with HS. So many of these concepts and principles. i prayed my slogan prayer again and it makes so much more sense to me & because of revelation elaboration was simply easy. it was perfect it was good. i want the anointing. i want it and i want it. God has given us the Holy Spirit & with it we have judgement, wisdom, fear of God & understanding. I will not fail because i partner with the HS who cannot fail. It is not in His nature to fail therefore i will surely succeed. But if we don't grasp this enough, we will miss one of the most important things God wants to communicate to us. we will not fail. we will surely grow because our partner who is with us, in us and upon us does not know how to fail. woo.. a mental picture is all that is. but more than a mental picture now, it is about meditation. daily we need to meditate on the prayers we have prayed. we need to be preoccupied with it because when we do, the HS is us do too. the HS is the transporter of our prayers and of God's love. He is the middle man and He is so important. My prayers will have no power if i don't pray with the HS. My prayers are only answered because of the HS not my nobility. He is the transporter of our prayers to God and the transporter of God's love to us. without Him there is nothing.. that is how important having communion with the HS is!!! alright now b zone has grow tremendously & it is the HS at work. He is Lord of the Harvest so He has control. If we allow Him to do His thing, then awesome we get. The HS is the Lord. We are just supposed to carry out what He says to us. Actually leadership is easy. Just follow the HS. We were not meant to be engineers. We were meant for execution style (: we hit 90 as a zone! and that is fabulous. i don't know what the others thing of it many thoughts but i will not speak about it because my words have creative power. yours too. what i say in the presence of the HS will happen & therefore all i say is faith. we shall go to 130. we shall because when God judges, God judges us as a finished article. He sees the 130. So if we are 5 short, He judges us for that 5 short. He's an END PRODUCT God. Not a 'let's hope for the best in the future' one. when i say 130, or whatever number you say, thing you ask, to Him it is there. quite cool to see how God judges things huh? so what does all this mean? God is justice. Therefore is we have a seed of whatever we want in our hearts, it shall surely come to past because being a just God, He will not anyhow judge us if we're short because He said that as long as we have the seed and faith it shall surely come to past! So no worries... hehehe there is just too many things in my mind. i am so excited. i can't sleep now because i just had a great prayer time. argh... what do i do now? just kidding. oh precious f2, watch yourself turn and grow. 'do not despise your youth but be an example....' if the rest of the zone grow.... we will surely grow because we are supposed to be examples. examples don't run after everyone else. they chase their own. so i'm just happy the b & c zone is growing again. happy that the rest of the zones are growing as well. just shows that zone f will grow. the word of God will be tested and made true through this for the glory of God. watch and see... f zone will grow. we will be an example to everyone in how it is like being a huge zone, a massive one, a strong one, a giving one, a grateful one, one that fears God, one that loves God, a competent one, a capable one, a radical one & a spiritual one. read 4th dimension if you haven't. i am passionately in love with the holy spirit. gdnight & gdbye & gdnight too Holy Spirit
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