In the Bedroom after the War
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June 18, 2008
just some pretty idealistic statements Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 12:00 AM i just got home not long ago & i'm listening to good music now. mum bought tonic chicken from somewhere & it spells nice; especially with that tonic and herby smell. i am going to savour it later. we went to sentosa today & it was fun. we did alot of dunking in water. and then sun-tanning on the lighter sands. they were throwing sand bombs around & it was painful & very disgusting. Jordan was comical in water. Nicholas just went for me the first thing we hit palawan. Leona was as usual pushing Jordan around. Benny joined us later and when he came it was funny. A kodak moment. He smiled at me; that wide big smell he has. yeah that one. then all of a sudden i see his countenance fall and he started running away. i didn't have to do much but stand still and see leona, jordan & nicholas run forward at and enter into my vision. it was so funny. i thought what in the world was he running away for. they dipped him into water, up again and in once again. he was screaming but it was very sweeeet to have him screaming! hahhs they had their 'pepsi cola' showdown & jordan + sinfei won. hahhs ahhh crap. we went to eat after that and we all fell asleep on the table after our meal. i woke up feeling the numbness eating up my leg. i hate that feeling. but then it's quite ironic you want to force your leg against something so that numbness soothens. hahhs... quite amazing. WE HAD A GREAT TIME. tomorrow east coast @ cycling! yup so i was saying i have been thinking alot of people and why they do what they do. seeing them love each other and not love each other. in the form of nadine & co + jordan & co it is beautiful. but then there are always other things that are not the way you want them to be. what is love to you? well it is everything to me. like i've said before. God is love. If everything is possible with God. Then everything is quite possible too with love. if everyone would just be that little bit more others centric it would be beautiful. it everyone would just put themselves a little bit more in the other person's shoes it would be a pretty picture. sometimes anger comes, complication arises, doubt flashes through your mind but then when you react in love and be loving, it is not very hard to simply erase all that's jammed up. love is a cleansing agent. she just delete things & at will she deletes it. to love people is very simple - just decide too. just a few more words. just a few more steps. just a few more smses. just a few more touches. just a few more here and there. it is so easy to love. we already have Jesus showing us the ultimate that is Agape. what we express ain't even close and it ain't whatever is require. like someone once told me, "just have to put in that effort to put a few more !!! & (: in my smses" and it changed me forever. love is about connecting. love is trust... we have to love people. people are perhaps the most important thing. ambition yes, destiny yes, whatsoever yes... but i come to realize and am still realizing that people are the most important. i will bring them to heaven with me. they are the only 'things' i can carry on my back. if your world & my world is just filled with the A1s we want to get, the money we can earn, the fame we all can have or whatever that is then A1s, money & fame are obsolete. it was because of people that's why all this has that value it offers you. so yeah... we have to engage the people around us & love them. to me love is really exciting. i can't begin to tell you how i would plan to love someone. how to encourage them, make them feel good, do things that throws them off. it is so exciting & fun to love people. people, they are everything. everything else is equally important if with the existence of love for people. if not there is no value in whatever we do. we can then imagine that we are the only ones on planet earth doing what we do. i said doing what we do because no one will coin your success, failures, etc. nothing matters after all. awesome now (: i choose to love today, everyone, everywhere, everytime. there are a thousand things i know more than many about people but i will love. it is the same thing for me, i have a thousand things i know lesser than others about people. just have to react & respond in love. people being people, they know people. like how you know them, they know you. whether you love them, whether you are genuine, whether whatever. just love. we will be a force (: like northbrooks oh crap! we were powerful! like the inner circle of us now! genuine, in each other's face & very loving (: we all whipped each other into shape long ago.hahha yeah what were you thinking? love means lovey lovey? sometimes... but love is strong & steel. love is iron sharpen iron. savour my tonic chicken!!! i had a great day. 235am Holland vs Romania! Attacking football at it's greatest! so yeah... goodnight & goodbye now. i have nothing to say anymore.
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