In the Bedroom after the War
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May 13, 2008
nobody said it was easy Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 2:13 AM where there is faith there is no fear. where there is fear there is no faith logically saying. fear is unreal and researchers have said that only 15% of that fear that we feel has grounds, is logical, has a possibility. the rest 75% is pure fantasy + morbit and that gives you the word fear. fear is actually fantasy. so very well, faith and fear belong together in the 4th dimension, same dimension according to Pst Cho (: so to think of it that way, faith is unreal. as much as fear is illogical, weren't you taught that faith is illogical too? is fear is unreal, that makes faith unreal too. they are the same emotion but 2 different extremes. we just need assurance so sometimes fear comes, sometimes faith comes. we are people thinking of the future all the time so inevitably we need to play the fear-faith game alright now, since less than half of what you fear is true. it is also true that less of half you have faith for it true. true = reality. the more you fear the more fantasy becomes reality. the more you have faith, the more fantasy becomes reality too. same emotional, same fantasy but different extreme. so to fear will only make you fear more & to have faith will only make you have more faith. fear & faith is mutually exclusive. they are 2 extremes and you can only have 1 fantasy in your heart. where there is faith there is no fear. there is not such a thing as i have faith and fear. but there is such a thing as to say i have faith in this area but fear in that area. one area cannot be shared by both faith or fear. so the game is this; that we have faith more and more in more and more areas in our lives. eliminate fear more and more from our lives. so when someone say - i dream i can be a cgl. logically it is not true (reality), but there is possibility. you can become one IF you do this and that; this is that possibility. so the rest of the 75% fantasy is the real test. where pragmatism cannot save, having a lot of skills training cannot save. 75% impossibility is only tested possible when you confront the impossibilities. that is how and when we JUST DO IT, do something we have never done before and get something that we have never had before. that something we never had is a small percentage of that 75% default impossibility. so we all lead a life full of impossibilities by default because there is such a thing called FUTURE. who knows what will happen in the future? no right? that's why in that thought, it is impossible. so life to me, is making the impossible possible. that is why we breakthrough, learn, grow and make that 75% go down to 70 to 50 to 0. so this is it, nobody ever said it was easy. to be a cgl? easy? no. to be a great man & woman of God? easy? no. i tell you no. because that belongs to that 75% impossibility realm. there is a price to pay. radical? sacrifice? do what it takes to make that 75% possible. like adidas, they say "impossible is nothing" i really agree because to me what we never go through, try, learn, be confronted to change, blah blah is in essence impossible because we have never had those things cross our minds. so what am i saying? it is not easy. but i think it is very possible. just if you do count the cost, pay the price, not even keep the loose change. yeah exercise wisdom, manage time, engage more, focus, discipline. but then, only with the moral standard of radicalism. if not your wisdom, management, engagement, focus & discipline is groundless, not based on anything. what is wise? if you don't know what is right or wrong in the first place? only when you have some premade decisions, radical convictions inside of you then will you be 'eligible' to exercise wisdom. it's very simple. it's like how do you know murder is wrong? because people say it? but if you murdered someone, you know it's wrong right? so yeah, God actually place inside of us, a capacity to compile convictions, premade decisions - that is the conscience. we only know murder is wrong if we already have some sort of idea what then is right. so same thing applies here. so how will it be all possible? you first need to have some idea that it is actually possible and that it can actually be impossible. also an idea of what possible is, a picture of that possibility. then you do whatever it takes to make that picture of possibility in your mind come to past. so nobody said it was easy. but serving God is my privilege. to be called a servant of God is my honor. To give up many things and serve God is the best decision i've made in my entire life (: i already have an idea and picture of what possibility is. daily i dream that possibility and i intend to make that possibility come to past. i am die hard radical! AHAHA see then, when i do... that at the end of the day, my God is glorified. you do all this, because you want to glorify God. i don't know of anyone going very far without that intention to just purely glorify God. yeah so you know (: He reign. He actually does! for goodness sake, he is God and you and me what? man. so learn to balance it out and chill a little bit. so let man do what man should do and can do and let God do what God do. God will be glorified one la! hahhs i am someone who wants everything in my grasp, in my radar and i cannot take it if it's not. but sometimes i learn that i mere man so do what mere man do and don't try to act like a punk god or something. argh.. there is possibility. i see f zone fill the auditorium. i see it. i see it. this is rhema.
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