In the Bedroom after the War
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May 19, 2008
my night my heroes Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 1:25 AM Today Pastor How preached such a powerful word. It just has been provoking thoughts inside of my shell for this entire day & i hardly did put anybit of it down. I'm not able too but instead i think God just wanted me to feel the truth of all that Pastor How shared in action. I've just seen so many things today. Actually little but many because somehow i had heighten sensivitity & sharpness. I was quite shocked with myself too, somethings people said still stayed in my mind up till now and it is amazing how when i examine them as i read my Bible, God just began to drop hints here and there. I do not fully understand it yet but then i am & will still dig deep into the Word. I just need to sidetrack a little bit because i am so in awe of my Pastor! He waited for that day for 12 years and that is just so amazing to see my Pastor's heart of hearts. It has been such a privilege running with him, serving him & building the church with him and today my Pastor amazed me once again! He is such a man & i love him so so much. This very moment i remembered that one faithful day i smsed Pastor as i was walking home and i remembered i was just thinking about Pastor How & i felt so strongly in my heart that i want to serve Him and Pastor Lia for the rest of my life. I remembered it's more than just a love, in my heart the word allegiance just kept ringing. It must have the Holy Spirit. I love them so so much & i am loyal to them and to their cause. They are my heroes & i love them with every ounce of my being. I am loyal to them & to their cause. I can't go back to what i want to say now... Just that yeah, what you don't say speaks louder than what you say! And what you say speaks alot about the mass of your heart. Hahhs. I pray i be all that i want people to be (: Amen & Amen. And YAH! Glory to God was awesome today. It is just one of those songs. Just smsed Jordan. Told him how much fun i had last night. We have to last the race. And this guy is amazing. He is gaining my respect more & more daily. He may be of small stature but he shows me bit by bit the giant inside of him. He's big hearted and he's pure, innocent. He has a heart for people. Many look at someone like Jordan and i think you will write him off from being your leader. Leadership is unique. Anyway can be a leader of any sort. Jordan just has his qualities & there's something about him and leona that wants to hang around Dominic & myself. The bible says - counsel in the heart of man is like deep water, But a man of understanding will draw it out. (Prov 20:5) And in Jordan and Leona i find 2 young man of understanding. We had our 'OLD' Jordan and Leona that have since left us. Having our 1st Zone F svc in the auditorium was amazing. Normal because christianity is normal. Very much about the mundane. Not hype not moments. I pray these 'NEW' Jordan and Leona will finish the race (:
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