In the Bedroom after the War
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May 23, 2008
my heart burns for You Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 2:28 AM today i saw 2 people that totally attracted me. i felt like i needed to talk to them. i felt like having them beside me the whole time. there is something in their eyes & i can identify with that 'thing'. it is a flame that is so beautiful, burning but not consuming. see when people are down and out and faithless, they become repulsive. somehow, people around them get away like the repulsion of 2 similiar magnet points. so that's about that there must be a flame inside of you that draws people to you. favor with God & you will have that which leads you to have favor with men. no doubt all these people spend loads of time in the presence of God, loving Him, praying. It is beautiful. i want these people around me because they lift me up, they empower me, they speak faith, they are not normal, they are crazy and they are everything my attention will give. i am so in love with the song 'history maker'. we are history makers. i believe it & i'm living for it. i feel i have grown so much as a person & a leader. it is pretty amazing. faith, success & confidence. i feel i live it, breathe it and am everything about it :p NO... not there yet... soon (: but i love that floating sensation inside my heart. there is something being pregnated in there somewhere and the the fire of my loins; my spirit. i love how this thing goes... i love it. my heart burns for You, my heart burns for You. i pray you keep my burning. the moment i stop burning is that moment i know i am running out of gas. Lord, cut me down into pieces, cut me down to size, open up my spiritual eyes, let me see things i've never seen before. Hang me out to dry so that Your process is complete in my life man... test your Word in mine, in my life. i pray that it'll all be alright. i pray your Word would be true IN MY LIFE. yeah... so that God you'll be glorified. above all, you be glorified. i am so passionately in love with my God. all that i want God, give to me!!! yes all that IIIIIIII want. nor selfish desires or self centeredness but a knowing that I am yours and You are mine. Give me what I want (: because I am yours and You are mine. I shall have what I want. Prayer is claiming what You want. So why so pious you can't mention I. Aha my heart burns for You goodnight now
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