In the Bedroom after the War
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May 11, 2008
for many things unknown Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 11:46 PM i'm excited about many things unknown. i just have this feeling of excitement all over me. perhaps it's because red rain is coming up or maybe because zone f 1st service is coming. awww God... this is so terrible because you feel really hyped up every moment in time. i cannot seem to calm my heart down. alright to add to that today we had a wonderful wonderful zone f service. it was awesome and brilliant and the presence of God was there. when we hit the stories the presence of God came like the room filling up with water. we were submerged and swimming in the anointing and presence of God. lynette cried and when i looked at her, i cannot help it but tear too. there is just so many things going through my mind over the past week as i prepared the sermon. but today just placed everything into perspective. as i preached, i myself felt better and ministered (: people left and i wonder how they could turn away like that. as i shared about all my friends and peers - wendy neo, roy, daniel, lynette, samantha & jian ming, part of me felt so happy that i grew up with a bunch of radical people but then the other part of me missed those who fell out of the race. we were so radical we were so radical. and Lord i just pray that this generation not just in zone f but in the youth as well, the first 1000 would be radical like the first batch of us in henderson. Jian Ming... man... his story revolves around the needs of the church. he was a sound man because we needed a sound man. he was the 1st percussionist because we needed one. he played the bass because there was no youth bassist. he became the head usher because we needed one. I just want to start going on and talk about all my friends in church. We've seen each other high and low over the years but today was beautiful. We at 18 19 20 are already leading a life so fulfilling. So busy... so set. Our career path... our destiny and vision... our future families... every bit of us says heart of God church. we have success we have a relatively good life. maybe i don't know admired by some people. and all because we were sacrificial, radical, we caught the burden and we were desperate before God. hahhs (: i so respect all my friends. well done my friends and we are here today still together. we will be for the rest of our lives. i commit myself at this very moment to build a zone not anything else but radical. i will give up my life so that the people i lead will be radical loving God. heart after Him, heart after His House, heart after His work. my friends... if you read this, i love you all and hahaha it has been quite a race isn't it? though some have left us... i pray we stay close together. i can't wait to attend some of your weddings, your baby devotion, plan your honeymoons. hahhs yes plan your weddings (: i pray the newer people get this inside their hearts. i pray our lives inspire many to be radical. guys, be radical (: very very very very radical hahhs check with your leaders what radical is hahs
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