In the Bedroom after the War
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May 7, 2008
albums flashing at the back of my mind Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 12:26 AM be it audio music albums or photography i definitely have them swimming at the back of my head. i just got home after a long day in church (: i had meetings in the morning, drums lesson, meetings, rested a while and then meeting all the way from 730 until now! it is exciting to have left the meetings with a renewed objective. i am a man on a mission now! awww i tell you, i've been preoccupied with a few things recently and i feel as if i am going to explode. the growth will come and that's when i will explode (: well on the cab i spoke to charleston my leader and he gave me some amazing words that revolutionized my mind. it'll stay with me and with me alone aha. this preoccupied mind keeps you desperate before God. and i just sometimes cannot stop but ask myself how many people i am leading are as desperate as me to see the church grow? this question keeps coming all back to me and i'm exploding with it right now. the burden either kills you and discourages you or it gets you up and fighting. definitely, i'll not be the former. for goodness sake come on :p it is quite crappy you know to get beaten by a mere illusion. time to get desperate before God. i hope you are with me and with your leaders. AND WITH PASTORS!!! we have to grow to a thousand (: there is so many things to do! tired but very very happy. i'm already planning next week's plan in detail! i have so so so so many things to need to get accomplished. argh!!! time lags and shifts. time in and out. you wait and i wait. 24 hrs and not 48. this is it man... i'm done. i'm pretty much stucked in 24. but yeah, everyday is precious, everyday is a day to build. my head was spinning and suddenly it just disappeared. just like that. gtg... better bathe now and call weiling to get more things done. alright now, this blog is going through major changes. xinjie did once and now chek yao is getting it ready for red rain. so yup... that's pretty much it. but i'll stick to the post whatever the layout and design. awww crap... i don't mind blogging every hour just get souls saved man! now i see good photography in my mind... people getting saved. hope you are too! i will catch up with plenty of people i want to catch up with soon. soon not now... but soon. (: rock big and rock hard. catch you soon
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