In the Bedroom after the War
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April 8, 2008
RUN as if you have a choice Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 10:40 PM i just got home not long ago and i realized the white shirt i was wearing got stained without my knowledge. apparently, there is no reason why it would be stained because i ain't did no sports after that or run around! i just drank my bottle of blue sprite ice and i did tell the shop owner that she is beautiful upon payment. she's some aunty in her 40s or 50s and i saw that smile come across her face as i walk out of the shop. sweet! today's soccer is one of the most exciting sessions we ever had. now we really got it up and running. we wearing kicking the ball and not the ball kicking us. it went wherever we wanted it to go. alot of goals and alot of style. muahaha. Pastor How, Me and Jiayang were in the same team with our Barcelona jerseys and i was really sweet being together. Pastor How scored loads today and all the defenders can go home wondering what they did wrong. All Hail Pastor How... when you have the anointing, what can't you do right? hahhs alright and suddenly it dawned upon me just now that tonight's ARSENAL v.s. LIVERPOOL 2nd Leg Champions League. Ernest is bathing now, Lixing is arriving soon and we will all catch the match together @ 230am. I anticipate ppl to sms me again and again and again at match intervals to provoke me! no, kidding they don't... they just say Liverpool's going to win. hahhs! what fun we have ain't it? okay now, i guess we're all up to many stuff recently. busy schedules is norm, meltdowns and shortbreaks is norm but never cracking under the pressure. i was in office today settling stuff for Redrain and gosh, everyone else have many other things to do other than Redrain. yeah and me too... a moment later i was doing cg stuff, zone stuff, looking through tithing, looking through whatever, ya, replying my emails and looking through all the workplans of people. feels good huh being 20, young and tender and doing so much. Sometimes you feel like a pro in what you do. You feel busy and you feel good... like the childhood times where you hope you carried a briefcase around, wore a suit to work daily! hahhs... it's quite going to come to past. okay i just got back from doing something i was supposed to do. i realized i always blog halfway and then get going with other things and then come back and do this thing over and over again. there is a pasa malam near home and i so long to be there but somehow i can't. i just can't... i'm so deprived because i want to be deprived. i'm too lazy to walk that big round home so yeah, we'll give it a skip. However! if i feel my soul tugging i may give it a shot. and i realized why i'm so tired. i was having a short short dance with Ee Loo and Zachary and Ee Loo said i can dance! SURE OR NOT! Jamie was there too and we were all taking private lessons. Not bad huh, we learnt 2 steps today. anyway we all watched august rush yesterday. alot of people came over and we cramped up in my small room for viewership. after they left, i watched it one more time and now, lixing just beside me, placed the cd into the player and we're on for one more round. okay next monday we're going cathay for sushi buffet and it will be SO FUN. lastly, before i left church just now, i was talking to jamie. it was a really long long long talk. she followed me where we were up to where my bag was, down to the same location, out the church, down the lift and out the white gate, down to KFC and even up to the traffic light. i must tell you, side track, she really is very observant. that i'm quite amazed about. we were just talking about people and how people are people and what people will do what people will do and even what people will not do! we talk about pressure and people handling pressure and helping them and making them handle pressure. hmmm... i think it is inside of us. not borned with it but we can acquire that and put it inside us. i don't know, i think it's the person, it is you and me. how much we treasure our destiny. i see some people and they are tough with themselves, because they like many of us know that they shouldn't be fooling around with their destiny. see, i won't be cracking under pressure, feeling stressed up or giving up because i cannot afford to (: this is my destiny and i'm not giving up because of one hurdle! to myself a heart of steel! and when we do that, we become like angels (: we start walking into our destiny... we do what is takes to move forward, we read the Word, we change, we do adjustments to our lives so we grow. there is a way and i so believe there is. we have role models all around us and we've got to learn from them! hahhs so whatever you are up to now. grit your teeth! gird your loins! run and keeping running don't give up on me now! we've just got to live a great life. we have to craft it out with the influence in our lives. we should all do it. hahhs
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