In the Bedroom after the War
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April 14, 2008
once upon a time i was king of the earth Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 1:53 AM once upon a time i was king of the earth when my team won game after game. however, those days are gone and i do think we need to get some things into place. we were like over zealous boys running and catching our own tails. we missed the plot together and it was lucky we got a controversial goal. it was clearly, even to me, a hand ball. justice after liverpool match? nah, still bad decision from referee. we were over zealous. we need some old heads to pull the passion and drive together into productivity and precision. we're obviously not doing that with gallas, an overgrown kid as our captain. but then, i still share my love and adoration for arsenal. born and bred and never quite intending to switch sides. barca and arsenal are doing so badly, a fan would feel intrigued by every thing and any thing the club does. alright now, soccer aside and i'd better stop talking so much about soccer because it's booming too much as a subject. but it is fun to have met more and know people more through this soccer 'you will win me and i will win you' thing. you only get that in hoGc friendly and funny not anywhere else. it was fun and i enjoyed it. smsing each other and teasing each other. that's what family is all about and then after that, we retreat to our holes and do our job. what a week it has been! it's been amazing because there wasn't many pit-stops, it was just action after another and we're moving on really quickly and only just that it all slowed down for a while, i get to come here to type an entry, watch a match and make myself sad for a moment and switch back the perspective. there is so many things to do and i so enjoy that pestering checklist. tomorrow it is going to be clean. and i have one thing that hit me so hard that it disturbed me up till right now. i've seen so many cut one another apart with dialouge and it is amusing and disturbing. i don't know, today i saw it all and felt it all and i just had to point my finger at it and confront it. and it was all down to trust. when that's in, another's out. when another's out, trust's in. so i think we pretty much have to decide what we pretty much have to decide. change is decision but discipline is the decision to make change the decision. yeah whatever now, it's all good and it will stay that way. tomorrow is monday and it will be day home with God. it is going to be good. i'll see what i'l do with that tomorrow. building fund is up and pledge day is here. i need to sit down and plan my finances. it is going to be so good and i cannot wait giving to God this year. like what Charleston shared, just feeling the same with him now. the youth church will break through when we breakthrough in our individual lives in the area of giving. there can be no simpler than that. we cannot be a youth church of 1000 without that pillar in place. it's a new ball game, we need to hold things up. anything 1000 has to have some quality. look G1 grew so much because their tithing rate is 100%! Everyone is strong. and there has been so many good news, miracles and supernatural prayer answering nowadays. you could just sense God moving in our midst. it seems like you should pray and wait for something to happen. a few people did and it has been all so God. people ask themselves to church nowadays and i have so much details only telling face to face is right and amazing! so what now for many of us? catch the wave and go with the momentum. building fund - building dreams. just sit down and be amazed by what building dreams is all about. we're all going to build the dreams of the next generation. there is nothing more we could do as the first batch. heart of God church is everything we've had for the last part of our youth. it is our everything. Pastor's sacrifice have captivated us. and now, we're very much the same, going and not stopping because we're captivated. we will only keep going until we break through. we will have a building on our own next time. so many times we talk about it and dream about it when we were 13 14 and lying all over the auditorium in henderson. Pastor's sacrifice will not come to waste because we will continue the sacrifice. The past generation's sacrifice only live as long as the ability for the following generation to continue sacrificing. it will not come to waste. we will build dreams together. this is my home. on day we will say with implication "this is my home!" a building to build dreams
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