In the Bedroom after the War
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April 25, 2008
echoing sentiments Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 4:28 PM i echo the same sentiments as what one guys said about nerdisin. in actual, it is nerd-is-in. he says that while people all look to be cool, he wants to portray a nerdy exterior. and my goodness what a thing to do... we are a little bit weird ain't it? and i just heard some people talking about brain and heart and God programming them and whatsoever. "yeah", i thought. "what a good argument!". we all should know the way it all works out but it was rather funny because i ain't think that person really wanted an answer. so argument for grabs & arguments for love. alright to more brilliant enthusiasm... i guess we are pretty much set now (: yesterday we had a worship session that was great. alright, i was comtemplating my stand and my approach to go for it or to leave it lovely, loving, love love. i think after too much lovely, loving, love love people get too emotional. yeah we do you know. when we are down sometimes, worship God, Yes! But we should Praise God, Pray and Go Against the feelings. So praise tears down lament and scrap off everything weak and crappy about us. it exalts God, attention goes to God and we put Him in the correct place. worship too should be like that (: so i guess we have to do the opposite of what we feel sometimes. alright now, we had this amazing meeting with dominic and there is 1001 things i have in my mind. i'll wait until monday to revisit them and plan and i'm so excited about that. f2 has so much to go through and we will surely touch a 100 soon... and i pray in june or july. then that will be all amazing and cool. a cg of 100. quite cool huh! and the key leaders in b zone had one great meeting too. there are just too many thoughts to content! we got some sort of direction from that meeting and i'm going to iron all that out on monday again... tomorrow at 10am and sunday at 10am it is so going to be good again. i cannot wait to meet f2 and b2 leaders. i have so much to tell them and so much to cover. it is going to be amazing. then after service, apart from meeting the cg i'm looking forward to talk to 4 other people. THERE IS A MILLION THINGS TO DO. AND THERE IS ONLY SO MUCH TIME. It is going to feel good after we finish all of that. as a matter of fact, we all are pretty much moving forward fast and furious. there are so many things on my mind i cannot entertain all the above first. monday i'll do all that then go find the people at cathay. it is going to be sweet. i thought coming home early today could get me some rest :p i reached home like 9plus and i haven't stopped working since! but i just did yeah. muahahaha it feels good doing all i do. i love it and i love it. today we had staff review meeting... now i know what world class is world class and how to get there. Pastors are so amazing. They really are and i always find myself in awe of them, what they thought of doing, to do and had done. it is amazing... i wouldn't have all this opportunity to serve God if not because of them. life is quite cool ain't it. that your destiny crosses your friends and theirs to yours? i cannot imagine a purposeless, less busy and crazy life. it will be so boring. semper fi now and today's srm is just so revelational. it was sweeettt. i am in love with what i do and so in love with it we're one thing. thank God i'm not going army in june or july. i have so much to do and this so many exciting thoughts in your mind thing is just so amazing. Pledge Day coming up soon! Red Rain!!! Look out for service tomorrow! We have something cool for you. yeah i sound like a kid but well... i'm just excited so pardon me won't you :) and i love you guys and definitely more than all this that i do. awww my gosh... this is Special K you can take away everything... but you cannot take away my time with God. crap i think i love Jesus. hahahahahahahahahahahaha yeah of course i do.
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