In the Bedroom after the War
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April 3, 2008
awww... post april fool's day Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 2:14 AM i guess i missed out loads on april fool's day. i heard many people playing pranks on each other. i was working and brainstorming my brains out for some stuff. i had tried reminding myself to participate in mayhem but then i didn't even catch Man Utd vs Roma and i fell asleep quite nicely on my bed. awww... i've to wait until next year but looking on the bright side, i have 1 year to think of an ultimate prank. it will be so cool. okay as a matter of fact, ceo just checked in and checked out this morning. we were supposed to be watching soccer but half hour before the game our bodies gave up on us. it wasn't me... honestly. if i'd watched, there would be more roma spirit and i think man utd would have lost. hahhhs... man utd fans will meet me in church and kill me again... haiyar. okay i don't care now, i'm staying up for ARSENAL v.s. liverpool. Alonso says it's his showdown with Fabregas??? What showdown? His meltdown la. You are not even in the spanish first team, you got the cheek to face off with a first team spanish regular??? Keegan cannot la! Liverpool really talk to too much eh! Benitez also! Promise this promise that! tsk tsk But then, Adebayor also talk too much. Logically, i think Arsenal will not win the league and he'll have to eat his hat and quit soccer. He said that... alamak.... adebayor, that was one unprofessional comment to the press. monday i caught the empress and a warrior. it is actually quite alright but just a little bit senseless. august rush is out of the theaters! come, 'chiong' dvd! i wonder what the guys will have in line for us this coming monday... but i am going to watch Dance of the Dragon. Amay--- SING.......ZINC... today i had dinner with jomain and it was quite fun. she asked me some stuff no one else who have asked or asked before. no wonder she is who she is. the dream will surely come to past. she is so not caught up in her school work, family and all. i got her to just do that but then i'm 100% sure she is not caught up their. priorities have not switched... just schedule... just management tactics. she is getting good results for 1 purpose. she is pulling family together for that same purpose. hahhs... sec 3 and so reliable and focussed on the bigger dream. what a girl! jianming is superstar cgl of the month luh... what can i say. every thing he touched turned into gold. hands down, jm's the man and we better clap! **CLAP!** nadine is perpetually on her email and i found out her gmail is on forever. just be careful don't get hacked. she preaches so well... i am really quite shocked. and she sleeps so little i am really quite shocked too. charleston and i got to tell her to sleep then she will sleep. capacity... superb.. live superb... i came back from a jog quite pumped up today. i jogged from yishun to sembawang and back again and i think i heard creatures yelling my name... no i'm kidding. then i tried to train pull ups for army... FAILED and FAILED THOROUGHLY. at 12am would thought they would be people around! so embarrassing i just packed my stuff and go home. ernest is happily asleep now. i'm going to wake them all up at 330am to watch soccer with me :p he is super funny. he tried plugging his laptop adapter to the extension. he kept it on and off and on and off again but there wasn't power. he yelled, "racist luh!" alamak... he didn't turn on the other switch. my extension is no respected of man ernest and definitely not racist. okay i think we can have so many things happening to us at one time all the time or at one particular time. it is crazy and that pressure and demand though frustrating and irritating is actually quite pleasing too. i dread to fight off those pressure and demand because i know it's a time thing. i will be able to do it and do it so well but i just prefer using that time to progress on in life u see. but we all just have to know that sometimes, we have to entertain the old pillars in our lives and revisit them for a while. well, we may not exactly progress because of constraints but i really think it is not an excuse not to. logically you don't progress but i don't care logical. i will have every thing happening to you and yet you doing everything you do well if not better. to me it is a refocus and channelling of energy. when pressure comes, i thrive on it and many of you guys do too. this is why jomain and nadine and jianming are who they are. more pressure more output. failure doesn't kill them. it just spurs them on like crazy. i believe and so do they that it is very pragmatic. i will deal with my life, the issues, and i will study, i will do this, i will do that and i will do everything well. look at nadine and that is one great example. jomain... another. if it requires you to sacrifice, you work it out. if it requires you to re manage, you work it out. i think maturity is being able to live well and do well what you're require to do. maturity is seeing more than the burden but the motivation why people want to hold up that burden. somehow you can work it out. i don't believe that it cannot be done. you will only breakthrough in the most inconvenient times. so if it's inconvenient and hard now then it's your time to rise. to wait for a sweet honey mood, pressureless realm is not exactly what you'll find. maybe in retirement? hahhs your ministry your team your family your spiritual life your whatever and ever you want to carry the burden... know the motivation behind carrying the burden then i think you'll work it out very well... it will be strong at all fronts. it will and i'm so sure about it. it is about jm - touching anything and everything and turning it into gold. it is about effectiveness and efficiency and what nadine talked about - half hour rule. half hour is the golden time. you read all your books they tell you that. i'm TRYING to live on half hours. proud of everybody kick off real soon. kick off real soon (:
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