In the Bedroom after the War
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March 24, 2008
you...you're really quite special Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 2:50 AM awww my gosh... i can't fall asleep and it is 3am already. i am really sad.. my hopes are dashed and i feel crappy now! crap... arsenal lost to chelsea and man united trashed liverpool. awww my gosh.... i can't believe this Avrant Grant got it right this time out of all the times he trailed and error. crap luh.. chelsea are lucky but i admit man united was a class act today. goodbye title, we missed you this season! what is sagna wasn't injured? it would have been different! sian... kinonn is happy... so is jiayang... so is wilfred... so is gabriel... roy is sad and i am sad. we're melting down and we need a little bit of attention... awwww kidding. BUT, REALLY LUH... EBOUE SHOULD GO AND DIE! Hahhs you know this year's going to be a year of increase... forget about arsenal, i'm talking about hoGc. HAHHS easter had been great. water baptism was fun and it was exceptional with my grandparents here. good to know gabriel and rachel had a great time and good to know too that we're doing well during easter! muahaha tomorrow's hq and i cannot wait to get my hands and heart on the job there will be new names in my ephod's pocket and faces in my mindframe it is going to be beautiful i had a great meeting with some of people in b zone on saturday morning i don't know, it was compact, powerful and anointed. it was sweet i had just got some enlightenment when i thought i had already been somehow i saw things a little bit different from how i should see them yeah but now i do see them the way i need to see them the 4th dimension says i need to be so clear about my objectives i've concluded sometimes we skip that clarity and specifying because we can't summon faith to sculpt those words into a prayer and then only after this do we have to vision it and be pregnant with it. it's really quite special; that principle these days have been quite interesting, it was roller-coaster and i'd never quite settled down okay bible school starts 7th April and at first we thought it was tomorrow on monday! i can't wait to enroll and i can't wait to finish my 5 months. i just can't wait to come full time and do what i do and do it well and this is really quite special as well there was one thing i heard today that brought a smile to my face it was that thing i heard that excited and jump start my heart and what you said to me was really quite special nadine had so much discoveries about people that you know i only realize when you tell me thinking i've realized. hahhs and what she thinks about these discoveries about people like cheryl and lsf is quite special nicholas luo and wayne stayed over at my place a night after lixing and sean routinely crashed my place okay... it was honestly quite special too. lx and sean, we hardly did a thing. we caught fellowship of the ring and when it was down 3/4 i was left hearing my own echo responding to myself; they had gone to sleep answering my questions. hahhs! nicholas and wayne's was a little bit different and boxue was supposed to join us but he was down with flu. we chatted, we ate, we watched stupid shows and we listened to all sort of music on my playlist. after a while they died too and i was left alone staring at my screen and doing what i was supposed to do. hahhs i had went to bed deep in thoughts thinking about baptism the next day. alright today i came in and i had 1 amazing meeting. and btw when you run a meeting you really are the most encouraged of all. and all these were quite special too. i'd taken out all my old playlist and resync it into the Ipod. sometimes you see freshness in old and it offers something a little different. and this was special because i loved it. something Pastor How said is special too. we didn't really have as much nfs compared to easter last year and this is what he says. don't worry... this year i know we're going to grow because my team is back ivan has no school charleston has 8 to 5pm lynette has no a levels dominic is out of army so on and so forth cool... 'my team is back' and this is special why would i not run and build this having a Pastor like that? hahhs i think, we all have to come to a point in our christianity that no matter what happens we won't leave God then life will be special. what was normal is now extraordinary subnormal. the mundane is beautiful the grind is infatuation i hope we all get there one day then you're really quite special (: some people make me think about them all the time while some people make me want to forget about them all the time for now, i want to forget about the man united fans in church! kidding (: oh well they're really quite special alright done and dusted
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