In the Bedroom after the War
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March 10, 2008
same old feeling same old song Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 12:46 AM i just got home not very long ago, my time shows 1249am and i hardly feel like sleeping and oh yeah, it isn't really a time many people sleep so i thought i'll drop by here and type a little, crap a little and i'll go i got on msn and yeah chatting and talking to a people or few all sorts of things, all sorts of content it's sunday night and we're all combed, tucked in and resting so then i was here, and i remembered this old song by delirious? summer of love and it's such a real song to me not a christianist song type but relevant and real and identifiable this is the kind of songs one should hear and i gladly will repeat it on my playlist today we had cms pulling out some old impression slips and looking over them again it was funny, many people gathered and many people took and ran and laughed and i guessed they all enjoyed themselves very much it was so encouraging seeing my own impression slip, old and yellowish but then still relatively neat and tidy and more surprisingly having Jamie take it down to me it was funny seeing what that messed up topsy turvy thought boy had to say my impression of the people here was descriptive enough. how much i enjoyed the service was dearest enough. next i saw what that will hit and keep in my heart for tonight with smiles and laughters and that kind that will warm your heart, my cousin came and placed their 2 impression slips into my hands it was quite abrupt but that was beautiful indeed and now just speaking to my cousin made me see the transformation God brought to the people around me and in my family we had a little bit of monkey chasing basketball game today it was quite cool having to play like little kids with no agenda whatsoever and it helped that not many people were around we lost ourselves we totally enjoyed it it was cranky and korny and really funny between the legs or over the heads, it was cool and we didn't mind whoever was looking lynette preached in zone f today and it was so significant she rocked the service but more than that something happened something spiritual was addressed and we stood up like a fist in his face, the evil devil. hahhs it was awesome joanne is next and i am so excited about this all 4 of us are different and i cannot imagine zone f having 4 preachers, different touch we are so different but very much a dream team i love zone f so much and i hope all of you can feel this joy i have for a long time church within a church a generation that will grow up together, attack life, share life, give birth to babies and learn to buy cars and change nappies. that is so cool rinnah is the most adorable preschool kid i ever met in my entire life she beat those on the ads and those in the magazines when i thought she was beautiful, rinnah taught me the real meaning of beauty amazing man and i'm going to see you tomorrow (: to once think that a caucasian kid would be cutest, now i change my mind :p i'm in love with a feeling and this feeling pulls me over and it empowers me this is the feeling of faith faith that overcomes the world and i have had many days feeling it pumping right up inside me loving the everything and anything of my life treasuring it and that's a whole different thing altogether in my mind's collage there you stand and there you smile when you want to overcome you prick yourself up in faith by hearing the word of God reading and devouring it and doing the word of God and the more you do it, the more faith stuff-les in i am estactic looking at things from where i am looking at i had only so closely fall into pride! HAHA i really think B2 is awesome. F2 is awesome. the team of tls of a cg. not the leaders of their teams. we function and we will do that as leaders of a cg and never as team leaders. the cg is built around you and you matter most you encouraged me today Nadine this is a whole lot different and the paradise of leadership we should remember this feeling, and fall in love with it and that's when we enter into different seasons and lose, that our love will lead us back searching for it that paradise, that revival and that's truly what we run towards Joanne has always been there and in my face enough not to be missed. hahhs i didn't like missing her out because she does everything :[] hahhs i love the team and i love building it around these people just got an sms from Pst Lia signing off as General Lia i will continue fighting alongside you, behind, infront of you, give the command and i will go my battalion will follow and i will be in that 6 times extra push for new grounds at our final salute we will realize we got that ground the thousands, here we come those who weren't here and left us over the years they i will remember... their names i will remember hogc 2.0 they will come back one day and i believe it so much in my heart but they will miss out and they will sob and they will sob and we here will meet them, we here will minister to them we will here their regrets and we will hear the 'if only's and we will be sad but we will also smile... because my God is Great My God is My Judge hogc 2.0 hogc 2.0 i run towards you with flames and with a hate so sweet like wine and i harbor the drives that will lead us together to victory My General Pastor Lia and Pastor How hahhs... i remember you saw us as fighters planes on a hangar. this will not be our maiden flight very much instead, the first of many conquest I LOVE YOU and thanks! My God is My Judge
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