In the Bedroom after the War
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March 8, 2008
frogs tasted good Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 1:54 AM got home like some time ago now i had frogs for supper and now i totally feel like closing my eyes i know when i do, i'll see pictures, i'll see imageries, and they will flood my mind they'll be right swimming behind my eyes and it'll be some time before it dashes and flashes and go down my memory's archive so many things happened in a day and you get those images locked into your mind you pull that picture out and a feeling accompanies and i usually remember what happened because of a feeling i felt it's like morphine that slows and pauses time for you to look back then it's also like a sugar rush that takes you through all of that really quick but then, i still have to sleep. Muahaha today's bible study was unbelievably amazing. it was a gripping conviction and a tugging presence of God. you lift your hands and you worship... and what you get is the presence of God permeating it's way through. it circulates and it stirs and you had to shallow with your gut the strong presence of God. it just convicts and it grips. and it was mindset changing... i love those people i interact with and to me, they are the the most lovely and amazing the things they say makes up alot of my reflective humor when i'm alone that thing you do in famous fashion preoccupies me and i have to love my way until it's numb if not it's too distracting i enjoy all of you and i absolutely love you guys being the way you are they don't know about us... because to everyone we seem to be in a secret play we're having fun... we hide and we seek and out of this will come something greater that only time can reveal but then today was great and it is the beginning of all that.. we've gone running in the fields, we've gone repairing and rebuilding the walls. and it's very much a godly affair now. i see and i look and when i examine it, there is laughter but more seriously i feel very determined and driven. i see whatever it is not and i craze seeing it come to past. i see disorganization and i thrive on it. it pushes me even more to turn it around (: and with you, i intend to. we will look back and we will rejoice. we will rejoice. i want to do this! time is not the factor... how much we do is and we'll do until we get it that is why i see all our faces and now to sleep not alone
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