January 11, 2008
tell me you'd never seen this
Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 1:11 AM
 fella, now that you're here, tell me, exactly how i should have done?
my first and my small little firsts. If you were in my position what would you have done?
i was young and i cannot imagine that i'm 19 now.
have you ever looked at pictures and inflict memories? very much like this one that i have...
back then somehow, in the smallness, i knew there was them and me potentially.
I'm intrigued by the smallness. i love the sweetness but i hate the smallness that promises the sweetness. Somehow one day we all have to let it go in search for bigger things.
This is B Zone.. This is F2..
Well, this is my zone :)
And... i absolutely love my zone... every single one of them
 
I'm very sure every single one of them would prefer staying the way they are. I very much do believe that all of them love the sweetness of a small zone. I think many may have taught a big zone means the lost of sweetness... hahhs, i beg to differ. look, we are everything but plastic now.
Come to think about it, i was just leading 16 people 2 and a half years ago.
Yes i grew, but nah, that's just a minor contribution.
Come, give the team some recognition. I just happen to be the leader that's all.
people sacrified and we just happen to be where we are today, close to 200 people.
Argh... B Zone 100 -> 200 F2 60 -> 150
More sacrifices this 2008.
I pray for givers, big big big big givers... faithful to giving, windows of heaven awaits those who give faithfully..
I pray for leaders... grateful and loyal... yes, full of heart, attitude and integrity. Living and Competent. Against the grain, defying limitations.. People with a heart after God... People loving our Pastors, catching their heart and their vision. Oh well...
Let's banish smallness... then it's the beginning of bigness.
Big hearted, Big minded, Big Vision... Let's now forget about that guy who didn't say hi. forget about that girl would looked right through you.
Let's forget about me, myself and my team. let's also forget about this grudge, that sensitive, that wanting to be larger than life... forget about it.
Forget about associations with big people boosting your image... forget about attention.. forget about consuming... forget about 'without me, no team' mentality.
Just do what is right and do it well. Then we'll all see.... Just seen too many people like that...
They ask why they ain't like us... they were doing exactly what we do.
okay, i wished i could tell them a million things but it's then... it's their destiny.
i pray people get it right.
forget about honey moon christianity....
Alright, i'm done.
Hebs 5
1For every high priest taken from among men is appointed for men in things pertaining to God, that he may offer both gifts and sacrifices for sins. 2He can have compassion on those who are ignorant and going astray, since he himself is also subject to weakness. 3Because of this he is required as for the people, so also for himself, to offer sacrifices for sins. 4And no man takes this honor to himself, but he who is called by God, just as Aaron was. and i hope that people see, that there is indeed sweetness in smallness. There is a time to adore that smallness and a time to kick smallness out.
don't be too big a leader you miss the sweetness of labor.
don't be too small a leader you miss the destiny of God.
Well, it's all about the person doing it... actually not very much the timing.
so you know, we are important, we are crucial.
at the end of the race, i am from men, for men and by God.
doesn't matter what i do, it's me.
right now, i'm just doing my fair share during my time, being all that i am.
yes, and finally my family joins me, where i am going :)
it's all down to the human being.
don't talk to me about complications. life is easy.
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fella, now that you're here, tell me, exactly how i should have done?
