In the Bedroom after the War
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January 28, 2008
the first in a very long time Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 9:59 AM AH! Crap... it has been such a long time since i felt i had nothing to do. Woah, and i tell you it is an AMAZING feeling! Okay now! Chinese New Year is right around the corner... yeah, a blind corner. I don't even really know what is going to happen. I think i'll just wait and be shocked, surprise and whatever you call that.. And this AMAZING feeling starts now... i'm like sitting here in class, with only a couple of classmates around, looking over blogs, talking to people that i've never spoken to for a long time. I'm staring at my nicely arranged gadgets right beside my laptop, on top of my book, peeping if any of my classmate's looking at me and catching my breathe as i see " so and so..... is writing a message" reoccuring in my msn window chat. I'm like picking up my phone, pressing that 2 same button that locks and unlocks your phone in hope that i get some smses on a schooling monday. This particular monday felt a littttttttttttttttttle bit still than usual. I'm here picturing in my mind what people are doing, how they're looking like on a monday morning, what some of my classmates are doing at the break, what is going to happen in australia, how the people will walk into church later today... How's that person feeling? What will they do next? Have they even thought about it yet? Do they even know it's human to carry through and make sure something is done? So fast, so many in my subway of thoughts. And i can go on and on and on... Oh and i just heard a giggling that sounded very much like one of you.. if not some of you... I had 2 friends telling me things that i've never heard them say for this entire term. One of my classmates, amazing guy, works with Apple... just came up and told me very bluntly that he'll miss me. You know bluntly? With foul language... Hahhs... i was quite shocked. You know i thought, he was just my partner in crime in class, joker in the classroom. But thank God, guess something touched him. He says he'll visit me near my home and pass me stuff that he owes me, gotta keep in contact so on and so forth. Another girl just told me she visited us at henderson before. Apparently she was from Yuhua Secondary and she can only remember Bryan Yee and Zhou Xin Yi. Had a good talk, told her they are still here... how we've moved from henderson to singpost and you know, acting very religious.... trying to remember who she was.. I couldn't because she only visited us like once or twice and back then me being me, you don't expect me to do much or know much. I was pure blur... But yeah, last day of school for me.
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