In the Bedroom after the War
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December 1, 2007
time for a drink then do whatever i have to do Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 12:52 AM i've had such a week! I hope you did as well... If you haven't, i pray this coming week you walk into something amazing. End of school term has always been one thing that we all look forward to. Personally, i cannot wait for it to happen, but sadly, i don't enjoy a year end school term break like many of the people out there. Polytechnic is shrewd, kind of like mess things up for you when it comes into the general flow of things. When everyone is having holidays, crap... here i am attending lessons and having tests! Errrrr....... Well, looking on the bright side, 2 more weeks and i have 2 weeks of break from school. So that's one thing i'm looking forward to. Phew... this period of time has been such rush. School is coming to a close but it still feels quite far away. Church is gearing up for the busy end of year. Here i am and i feel so caught in the middle!!! This is my one frustration! Crap man.... i had being restricted, i kind of have a strong feeling you too. Muahaha... This time has been lots of books and music for me. Oh wait, speaking about music, i need fresh grind. I am creeping under the old ones already! Pls coincidental brilliance, reveal to me great, drug stuff. :) Books are just so cool, Facedown (Matt Redman) is one book that you need to you. I just learnt so much about worship during my travellings. Never saw things those ways, never thought things occur those ways. It's quite a refreshing book. YOU MUST READ IT! In a long while, i haven't had a book that enticed me to my core. This is so addictive... Oh lastly, i have to say this... recently i was just thinking about emo people. I don't know what you call it so emo people it is, sounds okay to me. If i have one thing i want to live my life and testify about, it'll be that emotion's a gift. Somehow, when people mention the word emo, there's a bad connotation. Yucks, pls don't, there's no shame being emo. It's the chosen consequences that is bad bad bad. I think i'm born with a lot more emotions. God created me this way :) The first step, i believe so strongly for an artistic person to grow into a strong strong man or woman of God is to have the security to say,"hey, yes! i'm born with more emotions than other people!" Look, i rather be someone with emotions and learn systems than being a straight, boxed person struggling to articulate my feelings. In the end, the latter goes insane. hahahahaha Systems can be learnt... well, emotions.... sometimes you feel what people feel, sometimes you just don't. Sometimes you can identify, sometimes you can't. It's yes or no, goal or no goal. Take step 1 today... it's all down to security. :) Out of nothing, i came and God's right, i made it each time. For every failed attempt to fly, now i maneuver that bit higher. So i think we can all dry up our eyes, because this shall be the first and last time you try to be somebody you're not :) All you really need is a rope to keep you in line and a little bit of godly defiance to live your life with a good pride. Not to miss out, eliminating noises in your heart and mind. Imagine how full of crap it will be if you feel so low about yourself because of something God gave you intending to make you successful with? B Zone 114! We brokethrough again! F Zone too man! F2 as always! :p Don't emo life away, just accept that emotions are your strength than you pretty much get the whole picture. Controlled, it's going to be a powerful tool.
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