In the Bedroom after the War
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October 1, 2007
Why Do I Keep Counting!!!??? Ivan 'Vern' Poh from URL @ 1:24 AM Monday i typed in my plan for the week. Tuesday i'm a player of that game-plan. Wednesday all the way to Friday i did this and that and it was good. I kept asking myself why i kept counting the days passed. Friday night i couldn't sleep, i laid on my bed hardly entering the deep sleep. I just cannot wait for Saturday to come and again plunge into where i feel perfectly comfortable at. I love taking the bus to the train station, then alighting to take another bus to SingPost Center. I love walking against the wind, feeling a little weightless from that packed bus-stop, through the gate, down the stretch and up the elevator. I love that feeling. I'm addicted and in love with that feeling. I love feeling that feeling and i hold dear that feeling. And finally entering the dream factory is another thing altogether, you figure that out yourself. Argh!!! Utility is one thing i have to maximize on my fridays, saturdays and sundays. This friday, let me do something crazy. Then i can lie on bed and feel that same stirring. Man... everyone around me is in the army!!!! Now i'm scared to death :) hehehehehe... i cannot imagine myself in army. 5 months to army? ARGH... Oh God, oh God... do something!!! You're the same God that took a rusted metallic and polished it, you're the same God that will leave it on the shelf for a while. :) Wait, let me revisit that next time... Alright man, gonna switch off cartoon network and sleep now. hahhs Dear bed and pillow, swallow me tonight! haha I'm screaming on the inside but not an ounce of it got out. Preoccupied without hoGc, i cannot live at all! Wait until friday... YEAH!!!!
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